Hello World

Hello world.... That statement might be a little, I just learned how to program in basic, corny, but I think that it sufficiently does the job. Oh Yea, by the way, I'm Fitzy. My real name is Joshua Fitzgerald, but lets try to forget that. I always feel as though I'm in trouble whenever I hear my full name. I guess that's years of conditioning and trauma, thanks mom lol. Now that we have introductions out the way, and before I run off on another tangent, World here I come.

Allot of people are out there blogging right now. You can search and sift through blogs on every topic you can imagine. I didn't want to be, just another blogger, who commented on the quality of the food at the catering truck out front. That's kind of why even now as I'm pounding the keyboard I feel a little apprehensive, anxious even. If I do something I don't want to fail, nor do i plan to. So like i said, here I come.

Two days ago, while prepping myself for the day ahead, i thought " What's stopping me from being better?" Now, by better I don't mean better than anyone else. I just mean how can I take myself from point A to point Z. That's right it isn't a typo, I think Z has much more promise than the other 25 letters, so why stop along the way. That's when it hit me, I need a little accountability.

Accountability is a rarity. Instead of one holding themselves accountable, we are taught at the earliest of ages that we should pass the buck, distance ourselves, and play the blame game. If a child acts up in school we ask them to tell us "what made you do that." Why ask for explanations when the result is already clear, why give a scape goat. If the child then doesn't take the scape goat we move to step 2, either defend or discover a recent development in human evolution which requires a controlled substance. Tell me if I'm crazy, but doesn't Darwin embrace the new, so even if these chemical imbalances do exist why stop them. So, before I run off again rambling, hold me accountable.

This is the game plan. I am on a mission of development, discovery, and perfection and I need to enlist the help of fellow man and women. All you have to do is hold me accountable for every goal i set and every comment I make. Mind, body, and soul, what ever that means to you, are suppose to be the keys to long a fruitful life. And, to be very honest, being 22 yrs old I like to think I haven't the slightest clue, but that's kind of what this blog is for.